Sunday, January 6, 2008

After 6 months...

yes, this is for you...

i breathe... yet lifeless... all because of you...

i thought i've psyched myself enough to block you out of me...

but guess again...

my brain can forget you, maybe put you in places i could never retrieve,

but my heart ceases to erase you...

even the tiniest details of you...

the way you stare, the way you laugh, the way you yawn...

i guess im doing an awesome job making people believe i'm ok,

tricking everyone into thinking "hey, he's so happy!"

well, im sorry,

but sometimes the roleplay has got to stop.

and it's all because of you.

do i hate you?

i guess not.

i cant blame you for going away like i cant blame the rain for ruining my shoes...

maybe your part of the story is done;

which i totally disagree on...

do i miss you?

every damn day of my life...

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