Sa loob ng tatlong buwan, madami na tayong napag samahan; mga gulo, problema na sumubok sa atin, mga tawanan at kasiyahang hindi malilimutan, mga luhang pumatak ng lingid sa kaalaman ng nakararami.
Sino ang makalilimot sa unang bonding moment natin? Dun una ko nakita ang iyong kakulitan at pagiging masayahin mga katangiang nagpapasaya sakin.
Ilang pinggan na ba ng pagkain ang ating pinataob? halos hindi ko mabilang, halos hindi ko matandaan.
Sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mga picture natin, ako ay napapangiti. Nakakatuwang isipin na sa konting panahon, madaming pangyayari ang hindi ko malilimutan. Mga ngiting mistulang walang katapusan.
Subalit lahat talaga siguro may katapusan. Lahat may pagtatapos, minsan maganda minsan hindi. Nagising na lang ako isang araw, ibang tao ka na. Hindi na ang dating mahal ko ilang buwan na ang nakalilipas.
Ang dati mo mga ngiti ngayo'y napalitan ng galit. Ang dati mong malambing na tinig ngayo'y napalitan ng poot. Hindi ko alam ang sa iyo ay nangyari? Hindi ko alam kung bakit sa isang iglap ikaw ay tuluyang nagbago?
Sinikap kong ikaw ay unawain. Nagbingi bingihan sa tuwing ikaw ay nagagalit. Pinalampas ang bawat sandaling ako'y iyong nasasaktan hindi sa pisikal na paraan kundi emosyonal.
Mahal ko nasaan ka na ngayon? Tuluyan mo na bang tatalikuran ang pagmamahalan matagal nating iniingatan...
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Saturday, July 14, 2007
lonely and drowning..
falling on my heartbreak and get my hopes up when I'm in love. Until he break up with me then i'm back to square one. I've been lonely and drowning because every relationship turns out to be the same. So many questions left unanswered.
Walking in the rain so no one can see me crying..
Im trying to analyze every angle and situation ; Trying to find an explanation because it's getting aggrivating why my relationships never seem to work out. I'm beginning to worry and doubt if I'm even able to detect if he's the right one or when to stay or when to run. When will I see the sun shine its light on my heart and help me ease the pain because I'm getting so tired of the rain.
The only person who can heal the pain is the same person who hurt and made us cry...
The Love we give and get in return..
The love we give and get in return.. The best part of being in love with someone is being convinced that the person will be with us forever. Most of us start relationships believing in the promise of love without end. Unfortunately, not all relationships end the way we want them to. To some, love comes in a fleeting moment and goes just as fast. But getting over the feeling always seems to take a lifetime, because the only person who can heal the pain is usually the very same person who hurt us and made us cry. Sometimes just as we are about to accept the failure of our relationship, that person comes back to us and unknowingly destroys our defenses. Suddenly, we find ourselves hooked on love again. And it hurts even more because we know that person doesn't share the same feeling anymore. Even if there is the urge to forget because it hurts, there would always be that compelling reason to hope for love to come back. It is like waiting for the sun to shine in the middle of a storm. The love that brings us pain should be the same love that would heal our hearts. When you love so much that it begins to hurt, then you have to learn to let go to lessen your pain. Love hurts, and sometimes it hurts like there is no tomorrow. But there still is and there will always be one. No matter how battered and stricken we have been, there will always be a tomorrow that will bring hope and love. But that tomorrow will never come unless we leave the past behind and live today as we should. Let the pain remain for a while and let the tears fall as they please. Then after all that, move on and find a place in this world where you will feel that everything is going to be all right.
The love we give and get in return.. The best part of being in love with someone is being convinced that the person will be with us forever. Most of us start relationships believing in the promise of love without end. Unfortunately, not all relationships end the way we want them to. To some, love comes in a fleeting moment and goes just as fast. But getting over the feeling always seems to take a lifetime, because the only person who can heal the pain is usually the very same person who hurt us and made us cry. Sometimes just as we are about to accept the failure of our relationship, that person comes back to us and unknowingly destroys our defenses. Suddenly, we find ourselves hooked on love again. And it hurts even more because we know that person doesn't share the same feeling anymore. Even if there is the urge to forget because it hurts, there would always be that compelling reason to hope for love to come back. It is like waiting for the sun to shine in the middle of a storm. The love that brings us pain should be the same love that would heal our hearts. When you love so much that it begins to hurt, then you have to learn to let go to lessen your pain. Love hurts, and sometimes it hurts like there is no tomorrow. But there still is and there will always be one. No matter how battered and stricken we have been, there will always be a tomorrow that will bring hope and love. But that tomorrow will never come unless we leave the past behind and live today as we should. Let the pain remain for a while and let the tears fall as they please. Then after all that, move on and find a place in this world where you will feel that everything is going to be all right.
The only person who can make us happy is the same person who makes us cry..
Just a thought on Love...
It has always been said that sometimes the only person who can make us happy is the same person who makes us cry. But most of the time, we don't find this happiness because the person who made us cry doesn't love us at all. We all know that love has a way of painting the world around us with beautiful colors. It can make us see something that is not real, something that is not there at all. A person in love would often give more meaning to the actions of another person which he interprets as some form of caring or even a gesture of love. But the thing is, when we are blindly in love, we really don't see the world around us as it is. We see it differently. Some people even build their own world of make-believe where they can live happily ever after. But the only "after" there can be is disillusionment. I know it's hard to see the difference between love and friendship when it's love that we want so much. Sometimes the only way to prove our love for a person is to simply give him the freedom to choose who he wants to love, even if it may not be us. Let us always remember that the greatest challenge in this life is how to love unselfishly, unconditionally and make other people happy even if it means giving up our own happiness.
It has always been said that sometimes the only person who can make us happy is the same person who makes us cry. But most of the time, we don't find this happiness because the person who made us cry doesn't love us at all. We all know that love has a way of painting the world around us with beautiful colors. It can make us see something that is not real, something that is not there at all. A person in love would often give more meaning to the actions of another person which he interprets as some form of caring or even a gesture of love. But the thing is, when we are blindly in love, we really don't see the world around us as it is. We see it differently. Some people even build their own world of make-believe where they can live happily ever after. But the only "after" there can be is disillusionment. I know it's hard to see the difference between love and friendship when it's love that we want so much. Sometimes the only way to prove our love for a person is to simply give him the freedom to choose who he wants to love, even if it may not be us. Let us always remember that the greatest challenge in this life is how to love unselfishly, unconditionally and make other people happy even if it means giving up our own happiness.
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