After 6 months...

yes, this is for you...

i breathe... yet lifeless... all because of you...

i thought i've psyched myself enough to block you out of me...

but guess again...

my brain can forget you, maybe put you in places i could never retrieve,

but my heart ceases to erase you...

even the tiniest details of you...

the way you stare, the way you laugh, the way you yawn...

i guess im doing an awesome job making people believe i'm ok,

tricking everyone into thinking "hey, he's so happy!"

well, im sorry,

but sometimes the roleplay has got to stop.

and it's all because of you.

do i hate you?

i guess not.

i cant blame you for going away like i cant blame the rain for ruining my shoes...

maybe your part of the story is done;

which i totally disagree on...

do i miss you?

every damn day of my life...

Another year... Another Start...

Oh yes, 2007 had been a year filled with laughter, fulfillment, pride, anger, envy, triumph and most of all -- LOVE.

It taught me many things in life. The past year had been very fruitful and meaningful. It might have been bitter, very painful. But it awakened me. It served as a wake up call for me. It made me understand the truth about life's struggles and how painful it is to have it all, make a decision, and lose everything that you once had.

Another year. Another start. I hope that God would always be there for me. I remember the footprints in the sand story, "...it is then that I carried you..." was a tag line that touches my heart and makes me cry at times.

Oh well, anyway, I hope we will have a happy year ahead of us. May God bless us and our families.

Happy New Year! Cheers! =)