After 4 months...

I'm gonna love you till the end of time because if your love is all i had in this life well that would be enough until the end of time.
So rest your weary heart and relax your mind because i'm gonna love you till the end of time.

Love Failures... why?

Love Love Love Failures... why? bakit kaya dumadating sa point ing isang tao yung nag dadalawang isip ka? afraid that you might pick the wrong decision and regret it for the rest of your life. Have you ever felt that you've been so stupid over someone and yet we call it crazy but we never thought how stupid we become until we felt that we've been hurt? and how come after all the shits you've been through to someone, hurt you like no else did, still you say... "Mahal ko pa rin sya..." Sometimes it's confusing kung makikinig sa takbo ng utak or from the feelings we have in our heart... they say that " Love conquers all" Yes right! Sometimes, nararamdaman nyo pa yung tipong may mahal ka pero meron naman sya iba, or you fell for your friend but you're too afraid to let it show because your fearing of rejection. dialogue at the movie My Best Friend's Wedding which Rupert Everett said... "If you love somone , say it... you say it right then... out LOUD or the moment just... passes you by... " Meron naman yung situatiuon na, there's someone in your life and you could say that he's the one at masasabi mo rin mahal na mahal mo sya, but then you've lost your trust on him. Yung bunigay mo na lahat ng trust mo nung una, then nawala lahat kase nalaman mo he's cheating on you. dba masakit? Of course you'ver given him a chance? And now, telling you this promises that you've heard a million times before but then what IF he broke this promises for the 2nd time around? ewan ko na lang... ---> I just have to say we can do crazy thing for the one we love, except to give all of your trust again, for short it's really hard to trsut someone again once you've lost it. I guess it takes time. Pano naman yung situation na gusto mo makipag break? but there's something keeps you holding back, yung natatakot ka masaktan sya or masaktan mo sarili mo and regret it late that you did it? Sometimes we can't blame ourselves for ending a relationship, maybe sa side ng nasaktan masama ka at madali para sayo yun at nagpapakasaya ka pa. I don't think so, it's also really hard to breaks someone's heart without wanting to, minsan mo naman intend saktan sya but you have to do it right then because it's much more painful if you didn't do it right away tapos ikaw pa yung masisisi and sasabihin pa sayo..."bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi?" ---> partings NEVER EASY ans sometimes naman you've given all you've got to give and still it isn't enough? still it doesn't work right? or doesn't receive anything in return ---> it's the matter of giving , don't assume that you will receive much more of what you expect. Minsan naman two timer ka hindi mo mapili one over the other, mahal mo nga sya pero may qualities may qualities yung isa na okay at masasabi mong magkakasundo kayo in anyway. It's very hard to choose right? well, grow up! now you're being selfish. Oh well, you've gotta choose just one person and learn to accept the fact that "3 is ALWAYS a CROWD" and then meron naman yung situation na, minsan bigla mo sya maaalala, you know... your ex... reminiscing the all good times you've shared together. Somehow you miss him right? but then, there's emptiness inside of you na hindi mo mapipigilan and your thinking you gonna do something about it or not, because you might be wondering maybe he's happy with someone else arms na or scared to lose their pride for both parties.

How about sa mga taong hurt or bigo? without absolutely no idea why they've been hurt and maybe still figuring out what's the reason of their break up? We usually tend to smile but behind the curtains we're dying. Sometimes, dinadaan na lang sa paglalasing with fellow barkada's or get out of town and do something as a relief to your self for awhile. I believe that's how it goes. Anyway, don't worry there's someone out there who'll be the one to ease your pain away, just widen up your eyes or you could use your high resolution eye glasses because that might help perhaps... hehe... :p. You'll never know the person beside you in an mrt/bus might be the one who can spend the rest of your life with... maybe sooner than later... i'm sure they will... they'll probably soon realized what they've lost and found... too bad palagi talaga nasa huli ang pagsisisi... it's not your loss... it's THEIRS... madami pa dyan right? ---> We truly never know what we've got until it's gone and we also never thought that... "The only person who can make us happy is the same person who makes us cry" Okay let put it this way hindi ka masasaktan kugn hindi ka nagmamahal. Sometime we'd prefer to be hurt pa nga right? In our point of our lives we should be so lucky to have someone who'll cherish us for the rest of our lives. ---> Lessons of love could bring us so much pain. I guess God just let's us meet few people that goes in and out in our lives and those times might be the unforgettable ones, taught us lessons in this insane world of Love. ---> The more we've been hurt, the more we gain the lessons but one thing is for sure... "we'll know how to get up again when we fall" Don't be afraid to give your self a chance to love again. Don't look back and look for the qualities from the past love to someone new. We're different kinds of people and has different personalities but who knows there's much more you can see in this new person, that you can never think of.

Ending relationships doens't mean it's the end of the story in the book but it's the beginning of a new chapter in life. Love never kept us promise with a word such as "FOREVER." It's not just a word taht easy to say . It's also a place for us to get there . ---> Actions speaks louder than words. Now as i sat down infront of my computer, mind spinning, bored, lack of sleep, listening to the music. These are the some situations in Love. I can't say that i'm the one of these people who knows all shits about love? uhm... maybe somehow. I'm just saying this because i've learnt from them alot and i'll cherish this lessons that left this scars from my past, lessons that will teach me over and over again. I guess it's truly in the matter of our choice in life. Love is feeling like your in heaven, but it can also hurt like hell. But one thing is for sure, you'll learn to let go and love someone else more than you ever did before, this time it might be extra special, do something wonderful this day fot it will never come again. Don't live a life with a regret- take chances... make mistakes. Happiness- and that's the only thing you can give your self anyway.