A month later...

Loneliness kills me after a month since he walked away. That's what I am realizing now that I am far from the happiness of having my friends and family with me, everyday. If only I have more physical activities, I wouldn't feel alone. All day, I face the computer and doing some stuffs. Good thing there's my phone that whenever I receive text messages from friends, my loneliness scale lowers. Well, this is the price that I have to pay for being insecure and jealous.

Had he been here with me, I won't feel like this.

Now it's raining more than ever...

Now that it’s raining more than ever. The sun can't remember how to shine. The colors have faded into shades of gray. There is no life in this hollow heart of mine ever since you went away.
Close your eyes and feel me hold you. Can you lead me through this ordinary world?
Let the sky cry, restless rain to wash away the miles between us, because without you it's just an ordinary world.
If time could find a way to turn around , I would walk along the stars until i was back at your door.
Every word is spoken but without a sound and i found out what my heart.